I WANNA SEE YOUR BLACK SOUL OH I WANT IT ALL I WANNA BE THE DARKNESS OH I PRAY FOR IT
yall know what it is. private.
She sobbed.
For another minute.
For another minute.
"Yeah. I'm fine."
She swallowed.
She wasn't. She wouldn't be ever again.
"Thank you."
She sniffed.
"For everything. For being my friend. For not killing me."
Larger tears streaked down her cheeks.
"For-for believing in me. Even right now..."
Her voice croaked.
She couldn't speak anymore.
She took a deep breath.
She swallowed.
She wasn't. She wouldn't be ever again.
"Thank you."
She sniffed.
"For everything. For being my friend. For not killing me."
Larger tears streaked down her cheeks.
"For-for believing in me. Even right now..."
Her voice croaked.
She couldn't speak anymore.
She took a deep breath.
"Just remember that if you don't escape, it's not a failure on your part. It's a failure of the system."
She wiped a tear away.
"Just be yourself, and you'll be fine."
She took another deep breath.
If Pippi ask Luanne to leave now, she would never let go.
She slowly unhooked herself from the girl, and put a bright smile on her face.
"So go and get 'em, Luanne." She flashed a thumbs-up. "The world's your oysters, but you're their pearl!"
She giggled.
"Was that good? I rehearsed it."
She wiped a tear away.
"Just be yourself, and you'll be fine."
She took another deep breath.
If Pippi ask Luanne to leave now, she would never let go.
She slowly unhooked herself from the girl, and put a bright smile on her face.
"So go and get 'em, Luanne." She flashed a thumbs-up. "The world's your oysters, but you're their pearl!"
She giggled.
"Was that good? I rehearsed it."
And then she let go. And she stood up and swung Pippi's bag over her shoulder. And she ran. She just ran. She couldn't look back. If she looked back she would want to die here too. So she ran.
((But if she had eyes on her back, she knew who'd she be looking at.))
((But if she had eyes on her back, she knew who'd she be looking at.))
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"How long are you going to pretend that you're not there?"
"I know you're watching."
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