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actually cause like
you guys do have a good point with the way sometimes
like sometimes
im actually also not a big fan of the encore in the way how
i guess its too obvious
too expected and its not like im a hipster about that sort of thing
yeah unlike you guys
[laughs]
actually being hipsters
you guys recommend me some really good music though i
i remember um
i checked my spotify this year and that one album by
lucy
lucy something
started with a d but
but anyways
it is in my top five listened to
im just really bad at remember artists names
like with my karaoke lists
actually
i usually need to preplan what im going to write down like i actually
have
like its
[noises]
right here on my other monitor let me drag it over
see heres the set list
the legendary dot text file yes yes
i am technologically literate
but
i wont often remember the names of either the song or the artist
so like
wait before you judge me
like feel free to after this but first
first off let me
[laughs]
defend myself
um
like i have i guess
i dont know if its great memory for melodies but
usually i can remember that kind of thing easily
if i hear a song
even once id say
i will remember it for all time pretty much but
see
whats hard for me is to remember who sung it
i have
a lot
of playlists on spotify
i spend way too much time on that i think like
if
if youre on my discord
[laughs]
yeah we are shilling now
its the time
its the time
if youre on my discord theres an extra channel
um
i mean
a lot of viewers on my channel are newer
i think we celebrated fifteen k subscribers
like just three weeks ago right
that was still november
yeah for sure
its like exponential growth
i dunno if thats mathematically accurate as a description but
you know
dont even know math
cant math
math was a mistake yes
full agreement
i was not put onto this earth the
the kami
did not give my mortal shell life just so that i
could like understand the triangle thing
uh
yeah
yeah the one you use for binomial distribution or
or whatever look
look
its been a
[laughs]
yes i should be trigger warning what im saying right now
it has been like
its been a while since i finished that a p test
fuck that noise
to be frank
but yeah
oh my god
so distracting
chat trying to misdirect me in a
million different directions as usual
i am
i mean we have
a channel on my discord just for where i spend time organizing my playlists
and you guys teach me a lot
about genres i have
literally
never ever heard of
[japanese]
yes what is grind core
why does it grind
[laughs]
i only know grinding in tony hawk pro skater
oh
does that franchise still exist
i remember like
back when i lived in the shrine in tokyo
mhm yeah
we did
we had one of the original playstation two
they
still repaired it i think in stores
yeah
up until about maybe two years ago
it was my cousins when he was already in college
like he was a
well
you know this word guys its a bad word
the word that starts with o
no uh
not that one
come on
come on guys dont make the mods get involved
they have
the power
to make you guys regret your decisions
but i played tony hawk
i think it was the second one
all the time
the graphics were
[laughs]
i mean
honestly theres something to be said i think
about the aesthetic value of those really old
uh blocky polygon models
where so many things randomly clip together
i mean yeah i know that happens in modern games too but
you have to go more out of your way
totally
i will post the link in chat box for
oh ok a mod already did it
thanks sea biscuit
man i have to tell you guys the story someday
because sea biscuit was not their name when
when my channel first started and i invited them to
be my mod
yeah yeah
we go way back
yeah theres like
a lot of stories i still have yet to tell you guys
not that i wont tell them outright i just have to
like
okay
[laughs]
chat has learned by now that im prone to
occasionally
giving away too much information
and not like
not like in the oh we didnt need to know that
gross
no not that kind of way its the
[noises]
the i may get myself into a kidnapping situation type
i know
its honestly a bit scary at times i know that
like
im often scared of
of
literally everything that is a part of my brand statement
but this is definitely one of those things
that keeps me up at night
yeah though
i trust you guys of course but
inevitably my youtube videos are public
so like
the thing is
[laughs]
jeez
im not as good a shooter as i am in video games
no
not in real life
i wish
well not really but
i ironically wish yeah
lets put it that way
that i had the sheer
raw
talent
[laughs]
the chad kanako yeah exactly
if i had the ability to fast aim in real life maybe i could defend myself
but in reality guys
probably cant even hold the gun right
supposedly
and this is just a theory ive heard
a
[laughs]
a hypothesis if you will
video games do not reflect real life
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nope
they do not
sorry to break it to you guys
hm
so like
yeah no sorry
no m l g in real life
i feel like
i was the only person back in middle school watching those
i mean like
the shrine back in japan you know
that was my equivalent of middle school
yep
i do think the humor there doesnt really translate
like f p s gamers here in america are a unique brand of sweaty
i guess like
thats common to most shooters target audience
[noises]
me being case in point exactly
salty kanako
[laughs]
best kanako i mean
not wrong
you guys do have truly
truly optimal taste
[laughs]
mm
thats true
i remember that actually
back in the days before overwatch pretty much died
feels like
mmhm
yep totally agree with that take
not so hot
[laughs]
mans not hot
um
i actually didnt play that much overwatch
i dont know why but
i guess besides diablo two i never was too into the blizzard ip
like
i wanted to be if that makes sense
i thought the games looked fun but i never bought them
you know that
like
that sensation of having too much to do and
all
of it is a complete waste of time
like you have this whole schedule planned out every day for like
a week
these are the things releasing
the new games
the
the anime releases for the week and
you are putting in
so
much effort into keeping your butt in your chair
and yourself up to date with all the latest trends and series
its well spent effort
that is true
theres a life balance to be found like
somewhere
but honestly
tell the younger me that
the little kit kanako
and shed be like
fuck
that
noise
[laughs]
it is unfortunate yeah
that we all relate to this one
i guess
like
birds of a feather
hm
foxes of a
furry
im going to need to think how that one works
but i dont think
and this might be the slightly degenerate take but
i dont think its necessarily wrong to give into a more
[japanese]
like a more of a shut in lifestyle
hm
yeah i remember us talking about that a bit on our discord
im sorry you feel that way
yeah social anxiety is
i dont
really deal with it anymore in the uh
strictest sense
but ive definitely felt that sense of isolation and being out of place
i think its part of the whole calzone
is
is that a thing people say
am i just getting that one from a
weird misremembered quote from like baka no or
yeah
im just glad youre with us now
see
we all relate to each other in here
i think a lot of us have lived that kind of lifestyle
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thats so sweet
thank you
honestly
thank you so much
i do wonder like
like how much you guys understand how much i care for you all
considering we spend most of our time together
you know
listening to me screaming at things or
or
cussing at things
or sometimes talking for so long i dont notice that ive cut into the schedule for my next planned stream because ive been talking for too long
yeah
you guys really like it when i do that last one
[laughs]
a lot more of you stay than i think is
uh
reasonable
like even if i dont have a life
because you know
part time
part time neat video store employee
emphasizing neet here
i figured you guys would have related more to the old me who was at least doing spiritual work
and by spiritual work i do mean the work of sitting indoors never talking to people
or like
i mean
yeah
i did talk
to people i just
not a lot of them and not for long periods of time
my little sister was the girl i hung out with the most back then
and thats probably never a good sign
i mean like hang out in the non family time sense
like going out shopping and stuff
im not saying you shouldnt be doing that its just like
to me mind you
a sign of lacking friends who take up the majority of your time
when you have enough siblings it becomes a full time job that eats up all of your emotional labor
see cloudy i wouldnt know
because two was the cut off for mama and papa duh no
and what a terrible duo they were
[japanese]
[laughs]
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huh you
you think so
it might be that the songs i sing tend to not cover the spirit of platonic love too much because
thats not as common a topic as the more obvious
[noises]
i love you baby kiss noises
[noises]
type of deal you know
its like my favorite songs are either about love or
or about like
[laughs]
what no that was not an attempt at fanservice
i know you guys like it when i make gun noises not kissy noises
[noises]
enemy spotted
[music]
but yeah the songs i like i guess im not sure if like
theres a lot of diversity in the content explored you know
well
when i pay attention to the lyrics at all that is
[laughs]
this seems like a good time to pivot
though
like at some point i did want to actually discuss my set list
and if you guys had any ideas
other songs
critiques
the usual i guess
since weve got new viewers like
i do like to spend time after each karaoke debriefing essentially
um its a
bit indulgent maybe
but i think it helps my growth as a singer which is pretty
pretty important to me
yeah yeah
more classic rock
i mean
if i knew more
i feel like that is dad foxes favorite genre like
if i take off my headphones at any given point in the day i either hear my e motto shouting about something at her friends on the phone
or
i hear my dad cranking up like
what are those bands
poison
lead zeppelin
i dont even know if the former is counted as classic
but its all under the umbrella of like
dad rock
music a bit too old for me to know but i still do anyways
just cause so many of the old people in my life listen to it
like
yeah exactly
we dont seek it out
were not boomers right
but in a way its as much a part of our musical repertoire as like
billie ellish
or olivia rodrigo
oh my god though
i love her music i think i should add her to the list someday
wait some of you dont know who im talking about
i mean fair yeah
i think some of my audience is older than me by a few years
also immortal but
[laughs]
immortal plus one
im sure that makes sense in mathematical terms
somehow
jeez actually
ive heard of people with some form of like
immortality as a gift
i wonder
[music]
but yeah more classic rock i mean i guess
i have the voice
i guess
id say im not big on singing songs just because it fits my voice
[japanese]
maybe for like the practice factor alone like fleshing out the depth and
uh
nuance in my voice
vocal training essentially but like
thatd just be one off i dont know if i would want to practice it for karaoke sets
like honestly i do end up singing a lot of basic bitch songs
like at karaoke
karaoke in meat space i mean like with my friends who are i r l
the ones you guys get to meet like
surprisingly often because im bad at op sec
[laughs]
f in the chat for the fox lady yep
yeah because
you know its just fun to sing stuff with people you know
oh wait youre asking me
youd think i would have figured that out by now but my chat
has like a surprising amount of people talking to each other and not me
ive never seen that before in other vtuber chats its kind of neat
so yeah to answer the
wait i scroll up
yeah
i do practice
probably about an hour at least a day
and some originals written by friends i work on sometimes
im thinking about like
given the times of day i usually stream are more evening in my time it might be more pleasant for
me personally anyways
to consider more downtempo songs in my set list
like instead of putting those more towards the end
yeah true
[laughs]
they are all cheesy
just wait until i sing like
air supply or new kids on the block or something
[japanese]
what
no i know i said i dont do dad rock but thats different
the mr big song is just because i remember it from an anime ending
look
cheesy songs are cheesy bad when they make you cringe and cheesy good when they dont
i dont make the rules ok
like i think an important part of all of this would be nostalgia in
in like the strictest sense
because nostalgia exists psychologically
though i dont remember where i got this from
it exists essentially to
like
on a neurobiology level its the retriggering of the similar neural pathways but due to the
temporal difference obviously
the emotional processing centers of the brain have to have a different response than the first time
even though its the exact same neurons being triggered
so its like phantom limb or something
the brain trying to recreate a sensation that no longer exists so theres a bit of an
illusion i guess is the right word
please guys
no im not that smart
i just read and take notes
like any good student
except in math yeah obviously
also most of what i said doesnt apply to like
what
thirty percent of the population
i feel like
science is a liar sometimes
watson and crick and franklin
uhuh
yep
total bitches
i was talking about that a while back actually
with my
uh
correspondent of the life sciences sort
who is regularly involved in my career
completely inexplicably considering my lore
[laughs]
but the impact of the emergence on science being so large it created
essentially its own meta discipline
thats
yeah
so fascinating to me
[laughs]
like
as much as i dont want to have anything to do with it because its more about boring study of stuff like ethics and history
not enough
[laughs]
not enough stuff blowing up
[music]
no i am not completely insane
and if i was
you guys wouldnt leave me so
whos the really crazy one
[laughs]
you wouldnt dare
you know i love you guys
yes
in a very scientific way
so honestly like
i feel
hm how do i explain this
kinda difficult
a lot of the properties of biology especially
the ability of lifeforms to organize themselves in a productively complicated manner
well
[music]
emergent complexity is so
theres sort of like two mindsets i have about it
where like
on some level i can intuit that the interaction of smaller things like biochemicals under the
uh
have to remember to breathe
[laughs]
the interactions of many things within a basic ruleset
like
terms of engagement
yeah exactly
the more complicated ways life work is just like
built on simpler building blocks
the signaling pathways involved in like
making a human grow from a single cell
like the subtle differences in chemical gradient leading to the movement of vastly different
yet still like
all technically exactly the same cells
they go burr
straight down the highway
theyre more competent than human drivers despite having infinitely less iq technically
like isnt that right
they all know how to get where they need to go without causing traffic
[laughs]
[music]
remember guys
the anus forms first
what did one of you guys say during that one
legendary stream
as in legendarily bad
the hole that is the goal
[laughs]
its still
[laughs]
the worst thing ive ever read in my life
and yeah cloudy the butt is the first part of the digestive system to develop
it starts on one end of the little baby embryo
redundant wording aside
and like
the stem cells that will differentiate into the digestive tract will work their way up from there
the tube around which the squishy body parts will all form
hm
yeah like we just mentioned before
for a large part of the population this probably isnt particularly true of how they were born
for like older people
[laughs]
boomers exactly
boomers in the chat
i remember you did mention that cloudy
your gift is being made of clouds
but like you started out as a flesh and blood baby before your flesh slowly started to turn into condensation held together by
science
or something
so yeah you no longer have any of the requisite parts but at some point
[japanese]
hm
i do have one friend
who i may have mentioned before
where i do wonder if like any of the things i talk about were relevant for her even at birth
like i have never asked how young it was that she experienced her awakening
but like for all i know
and i speculate about this
less than my curiosity demands of me
[laughs]
i dunno if thats in any way courteous or not
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yeah for all i know little baby her was floating around in the womb as like
a dissociated electron cloud of particle soup
like
if she even has electrons
hm
jeez never thought of that
the conductivity is non existent
yep
very well could be
im not sure i will ever feel bold enough to ask
but anyways
no i will not go on a tangent about anuses
shut up guys
i
[laughs]
almost said shit
ultimate freudian slip that would have been
oh
yeah some of you typoed that
i see you
cant delete those its too late
[laughs]
ugh the tangents
um
the flip side
yeah thats what i was trying to say the
the flip side of my interest in the nitty gritty of the human body
specifically the human body that science is able to figure out and standardize
well
kinda
even modern medicine is still kind of primitive if you really think hard about it
but like
blah blah hormones and all right
neurotransmitters cross the synaptic gap when released by vesicles or directly through transport channels
yep you guys know exactly what my last bio quiz was about
the fox girl sitting at her desk
hard at work
[music]
oh god im sorry to hear that
to be honest
i have been thinking about doing a study session stream i remember a few other tubers have done that
not like
me teaching you guys
but it will be like we can exchange ideas and thoughts
if were studying the same things anyways
but yeah
oh sure ill think about it
maybe next week i still havent like
quite decided on my schedule yet
[japanese]
but yeah anyways
that the complexity of life can be turned into like
textbook diagrams
kind of kills the romanticness of it you know
and
i guess thats important to me too
like emotions i love feeling
like love and joy and passion all as the emergent property of chemicals interacting at a scale i cant hear or smell or taste
[laughs]
i like feeling victory in apex
yes
very true
fuck you but very true
[music]
[laughs]
yes yes fucking is an emotion too
well
like
the byproducts of it
i dunno how you would word that
oh my god jeez shut up everyone
shut
up
[laughs]
but that is why like
i guess
i love that porter robinson song i sing so much at the end its very
mystical i guess
like
living another life you know
not necessarily something that we have any concrete evidence on one way or the other
kind of hard to get that kind of evidence
so its beyond the realm that i can dispel with enough reading
i cant spoil the magic of
being so enchanted by existence that i come back just to experience it again
[laughs]
yeah right
i come back to make sure i get to chat on the internet with you guys again
sure
totally
[laughs]
[japanese]
i will definitely
definitely come back
and kick all your asses in whatever the apex sequel of the future is
the one where like
its real life like hack or rising of the shield hero or something
[japanese]
no i dont like those anime so much but still
at least its not sword art online
yep
exactly
but yeah i guess
i probably will need multiple lives
gotta get those one ups right
yeah
i cant ever express how grateful i am
not to my friends i r l
nor to you guys
my serotonin
theres too much
i cant handle it
[laughs]
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