((Boston Sullivan continued from I Don't Hate My Body, I'm Just Afraid Of It))
((CW: self-harm))
Boston figured out the plan fairly quickly, and it was to stay hidden.
Doing anything in this fake body was exhausting. Nicholas had exhausted him, Raj had exhausted him even without being in line of sight...the only energy he found within himself was trying to figure out the situation. It was the last thing he wanted to do, the last thing he expected of himself, especially knowing himself as much as he did, but considering the massive disadvantage he was at right now, he wasn't handed many supplies from the Choice van.
So he'd found whatever counted as a safe space along the way, and made it happen. After a while, it became somewhat of a journey - a self-imposed one, sure, but it kept him busy. He found a room, he looked around, he spread his bag out, and he made his home, if only for a few hours. After the first time, the first Nicholas-less and Raj-less time, he'd made it a routine, making sure to take note of how long it took to get everything together before moving in, moving out, and moving on. But all the while, he was just bored. He survived Sycamore as long as he did with the knowledge that it would end, that he was being given an out in a few hours where he didn't have to spend any more time with the people he never fit in with.
But by the time it was supposedly night, he hadn't stopped thinking about it. How his physical body was probably only feet away from his family, yet he couldn't sense them in any way. How instead, if he wanted to speak to anyone, it would have to be someone who dressed like it was a video game. Someone whose idea of conversation had been "isn't Cyber Reality awesome?" back when they were in school together, all the while their real body withered away behind oversized goggles, or someone who he thought he could have a nice conversation with, but then refused to meet up in the real world because, oh, you wouldn't like me there, as though there was any real difference. Or it could be the girl who looked at him like he was some sort of freak of nature to be studied (Him! Freak of Nature! And not her!) all the while he had entered some sort of situationship with her twin sister who liked his company but while he'd always enjoyed her company, the thought of her rabid twin in the basement eating fish heads never left his mind between every day out or makeout.
And so, with no other option, his attention turned to the ticking clock in the corner of his vision, as it sat on the ruined horizon of what was once the view from his school.
He'd been on the rooftop once or twice in school - mostly as a freshman, mostly to cry. When the thought of not fitting in was all that could scare him, shake him to his core. Before he'd figured out how not to be like everyone else, but to fade away. The sun in the sky calmed him for a moment, only to then terrify him once he looked up at the wrong angle and all he saw was polygons until the end of time. He'd been a wuss, but he'd grown since then. He kept the crying inside, because this place had to have an end one day. That was what the ticking clock in the corner was about, moving away from 84 as it was.
And then, well.
He saw the news.
He saw his unconscious body.
He saw one of his classmates die.
He was told that he needed to leave his current location.
But he wasn't sure he wanted to leave? Sure, the beeping wasn't fun, but if he wore it out, it'd be over. He'd find out if everything was fake, or true, a sick joke or too real of a reality for an un-reality. That last thought existed only until the thought of his own body - his real body - returned. If it was real (if), then he was no longer a slip away from his family, but in the middle of a massive medical complication.
Boston couldn't risk that the way they probably wanted it, so it was time to leave. His remaining belongings, including less of his food, were tossed like routine into his bag along with everything else he hadn't used. The exception was his weapon, still sheathed in the pouch clipped onto his belt loop. A few minutes after dipping away from the moonlight unreal, the beeping in his head stopped, and all was well again.
((Boston Sullivan-))
As he closed the end of the stairway, Boston slipped slightly, skipping over the last two steps on his way down. He didn't fall, but he'd suddenly landed very hard on the leg in which, only today, a knife had found its home by his own hand.
He braced, expecting pain.
Only a throb came, and even that was only for a moment.
Boston stood there, leg slid too far out, for a few moments, not betraying a thought or emotion.
Within the minute, he collected his limbs properly, and stood at the bottom of the stairs.
Within the next minute, the invisible knife was in his hand.
And by the end of that minute, he'd drawn a long, red line across his forearm.
((-continued in transform̷̩̉M̸̞͆alfunction))
He's Leaving Home
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There are enough access points to the roof, strewn across both hallways used by the students and the maintenance tunnels used by the staff, that the rooftop is impossible to barricade or hold—even with the combined effort of multiple coordinated students. There used to be safety fencing twice as tall as the average student, but it's gone now; there's not even a little ledge to demarcate between safety and falling off the edge. The upside of the roof was used, in better times, for student projects, a popular hangout spot for friend groups and smaller clubs without rooms of their own; however, there are no pieces of dedicated furniture native to this area of the school, and it is very sparse now save for the number of steel pylons and contraptions that serviced the illusion of HVAC and water supply. One sight here is the imposing dome of the planetarium, which rises a good ten meters above the rest of the roof. The roof also features the exhaust of the central Air Conditioning (AC) system, which still runs hot, with fan blades the size of a grown man still spinning. The metal mesh used to protect people from falling in is nowhere to be seen.
Moderator: SOTF: Cyber Staff
He's Leaving Home
- [+] Yesterday
- BR: B01 - Yoshio Akamatsu: Dear friend, You are a freak. You are not wanted. You are not necessary. And you are the only one who is.
BR: G09 - Yuko Sakaki: and although the fingers slice things such as oranges and bodies, we can no longer be reasonably sure what these things are.
PV1: F03 - Chanel Martin: Giving up smoking is the easiest thing in the world.
PV1: M17 - Matthew Payne: I don't know the question, but sex is definitely an answer.
TV1: BLU2 - Anna Hitchins: I am uncomfortable with the fact this conversation isn't about me.
TV1: BLK3 - Holly Hergenroeder: Tho'th who make peatheful revolution impothible will make violent revoluthun inevitable.
Virtua: F12 - Jacqueline "Cameo" Conroy: I am not looking to escape my darkness, I am learning to correct the monster I created there.
Virtua: F20 - Ramona Shirley: Music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the body and explosions to everything.
SC1: B04 - Preston Grey: We often miss opportunity because it's dressed like a cheerleader and looks like it's about to shoot you in the face.
SC1: G07 - Anna Kateridge: Laziness is the first step towards somehow finishing in 8th place.
PV2: F17 - Erin Underwood: There is no flag large enough to cover the shame of getting kicked through a tree branch.
TV2: CJ5 - Jaxon Street: Fashionable people don't necessarily fall in love with fashionable people.
SC2: G03 - Lyndi Thibodeaux: To be a good leader, you sometimes need to go down the parish path.
SC2: B20 - Jason Andrews: It's time to water down the standards which would lead to bravery.
PV3P: M05 - Santiago "Sandy" Ibarra: And so the mongoose lay with the solenodon.
PV3P: F22 - Nani Clover: Be the survivor you wish to see in the world.
PV3P: M43 - Grant Moore: In this game, American means white. Everybody else has to hyphenate.
PV3: F11 - Calista Carpenter: Doing things you hate for people you love is what it means to be family.
PV3: F13 - Oliver Davies: Many boys owe the grandeur of their games to their tremendous delusions.
TV3: SB09 - Emmett Purcell: Men, give your power to the bitches that deserve it.
TV3: BC07 - Ashanti Baker: Don't speak your mind, even if your throat shakes to speak.
INTL: O01 - Rainbow Moseki: Hide yourself in music, so when someone wants to find you, they can kill that first.
- [+] Tomorrow
- Cyber:
Boston Sullivan
SC:
Holly Hadaway: "Could you imagine if I never got my teeth fixed? Who'd take me seriously?"
Jason Foley: "Get on my level, scrublord."
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